sorry for never going by your door.

if the house is on fire, you're gonna kneel on the floor.

2008-10-23T00:21:57Z

various items today, seeing as how i've been away for another 417 years. and by various, i of course mean two.

1. a fun poll, only some of which are pro-choice!

View Poll: randomnity.

2. some pictures of my boyfriend (by popular demand), now with boring captions!

taking pictures in a creepy basement.

me and the boy having a night out.

the obligatory pensive shot.

send me a link to something funny! i am in a mood to laugh, m'dears.

endora_taylor @ 2008-06-05T15:09:00

2008-06-05T19:10:43Z

oh, kripke. first amber benson and now mercedes mcnab?

BEST. EVER.

your love will do.

2008-05-30T05:59:47Z

also: this is totally one of my favorite tegan and sara songs.

but, like. you know that tegan and sara thing? where they sometimes clench their jaws and sing through their teeth? god bless them, i love that little detail.

but. when i sing along to this song in particular, it kind of makes me feel a little bit autistic. you know what i mean?

i know you put in the hours to keep me in sunglasses.

2008-05-30T05:12:04Z

i've come to the point in my life where i think that most everything is perfect (or near enough to perfect), and i just want to share my obnoxious rays of happy-warm-feelings with the entire world. so, i get myself all ready to post to my lovely friends about...nothing. yep. i got nothing.

how are you guys?

basically, my life rocks right now. i have fallen madly in love with the absolutely most perfect guy on the face of the planet. i absolutely love the weather outside and the biking that i have been doing. etc etc etc.

but omg. i drank three glasses of wine before going to work today. just because i was bored. BORED. urgh.

so, anyway. some items, in no particular list of importance:

1. season four of grey's? WORST. EVER. OMG. i can't even describe how boring this show is to me now. BUT! ERICA HAHN? I LUFF HER. I LUFF HER SO MUCH.

2. i am currently writing a short story about aliens. ALIENS. and a brave little ~~toaster~~ warden in an all women's prison who must defeat them. with twists and turns! or something like that.

anyway, at first, abdicate_it refused to read it. now, she has agreed to maybe possibly pore over it one day, but assures me that she will not like it. updates as they come.

3. i don't care what any of you think, but this? is awesome.

4. my boyfriend and i recently had a conversation about vaginas. more specifically, about women and their vaginal holes. and i was all, "dude. women have THREE holes. pee hole, penis/dildo/finger/menstrual blood/whatever hole, poo hole."

and then he was all, "yeah. but WHERE is this pee hole, specifically?"

me: "well, duh. it's right...um..."

and then it occurred to me. I HAVE NO IDEA. don't look at me like that. i took health class in grade seven. i remembered the part about the three holes, didn't i?

anyway, in case you were interested, because i know i was:

5. i am now going to work my way through my fourth and fifth glasses of wine of the day. for those of you playing along at home, why yes. that would indeed be the whole bottle. keep me company? anyone?

endora_taylor @ 2008-02-08T09:57:00

2008-02-08T15:08:11Z

this just in: I AM NOT DEAD. WOO-HOO!

real life has recently sucked my brain down for food. it's ridiculous. but guys, i'm so freaking happy. for the first time in a long while, i feel really comfortable and safe.

and i just realized that i don't have any good pictures of my boyfriend, sean. but seriously, there are a few on my facebook. so, yeah. check me out, yo.

anyway. i haven't been keeping up with any of my tv shows, although i recently got my roommate into angel, and it has kick-started my love for television. i find that i just don't have much time anymore. it's really sad. school, work and boyfriend (not necessarily in that order) have eaten my life.

but i missed you guys terribly. so, hi. how are you? what's new? any shenanigans? kisses, etc.

i don't care if i'm a guilty pleasure for you.

2007-11-06T02:16:26Z

HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THIS?

holy shit. cobra starship rocks so hard. i loff it.

also: hi. i have been slacking again. i know, i know. i just don't want to read all the spoilery spoilers for the shows i'm not watching right now because bandslash has eaten my brain.

speaking of: i totally dressed up as ryan ross for halloween. photographic evidence will hopefully be forthcoming. it was awesome. i did roseplosion!ryan. it was sweet.

what's up with you guys? tell me all about your lives. i miss you terribly. and i am horrible with keeping up with my eljay. mea culpa, etc.

also also: remember that boy i was talking about a while ago? yeah. i may or may not have a boy thing. a thing. with a boy. who is awesome. i know. the world is totally askew. but. he makes me all girly and smiley. urgh.

i bet you're still a sucker for those famous faces.

2007-10-05T22:26:37Z

okay, so. there may or may not be this boy. in my life. right now. yeah.

see. here’s the thing. i had a bit of a crush on him last year. because he is beyond attractive. but not usually the type i go for. anyway. but then i got over it. so we met up again this year at school and i was very “whatever” about it, but he wanted to hang. so we got some food. and shared it. like. both-of-us-eating-off-my-plate sharing.

and then we hung out some more, shared some more food, drank a bit, SPENT TWO HOURS LYING IN A FIELD TOGETHER STARING AT THE SKY AND DOING CARTWHEELS. massages may or may not have been involved.

and all the while, i’m thinking to myself, “okay. this is cool. we’re friends. i can do that.” i’m usually awkward around people. but not with this guy.

IT’S ALL VERY WEIRD, OKAY?

and then. we drink some more and go over to his place and have knee-touching moments and then go to sleep on his bed. FULLY CLOTHED. WITH NOTHING UNTOWARD HAPPENING.

and i hadn’t showered in a few days (dirtbag, i know), and i was sick, and i felt pretty gross but STILL COMFORTABLE AROUND HIM.

and then we spooned. and slept all tangled together. and then the next morning, i was leaving and he said that we should hang out again later in the day and then. there was a kiss.

one of those clichéd kisses where you can’t remember who initiated it. you know? you both just went for it at the same time. and it was a little dry and stuff, because we were both pretty sick with a cold, BUT IT STILL ROCKED.

and then we watched a movie yesterday and kissed again when he was leaving. and it was cute.

and here is my dilemma: i am bothered by the fact that the cuteness doesn’t bother me. seriously. i don’t usually go in for cuteness. but.

*dramatic sigh*

my life is so hard.

in other news, i am a bandslash whore now. want to discuss the wonders of panic! at the disco or the academy is... or cobra starship and/or all the slashtastic happenings in our shiny little fandom? PLEASE DISCUSS IT WITH ME.

PLEASE.

god for esteban.

2007-09-07T03:46:33Z

omg. i am slightly drunk right now. wine is soooo good. it's taking all my concentration not to make spelling mistakes. and zomg. i can’t help myself. i drank about a bottle and a half tonight. 0_0

AND OMG. I JUST SPILLED MY WINE. WOE.

anyway. and then i went to quiznos on my day off and sat around eating and smoking. i’m lame.

and yes. i’m in a happy/depressed mood right now. it happens every once in a while. it usually involves me, drinking mass amounts of alcohol, bouncing around my apartment and getting into a new fandom.

this time, that fandom is bandslash. that’s right. it’s a fandom now. i’ve been listening to panic! at the disco all night. and looking at very pretty and very slashy pictures on the interwebz, of the brendon/ryan variety. new fandom! it makes me all giddy. i think ryan is my favorite. *nods*

however, all this p!atd isn’t helping my insane urge to start a band. i can’t play any instruments, but still. i’d be vocals. and yeah. i really, really want it. like crack.

also: I WANT SEX RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. and all the insanely hot harry/snape non-con chan and trio fic and remus/sirius mwpp-era fic in the world can’t satisfy me. i seriously just want an experienced guy to just thrown me down and have his way with me. is that so much to ask? IS IT?

abdicate_it finally got hold of deathly hallows and texted me some of her thoughts. we squeed over dudley together. it was grand.

my cousin alex added me on facebook and for about ten minutes, i had absolutely no idea who he was. i was all, “who the hell is this? i don’t know anyone who lives in oakville.” and then, yeah. realization struck me. needless to say, we don’t see each very often. but it was a nice surprise.

so, yeah. keep me entertained with brendon/ryan picscams or fic or something. i’ll love you forever.

some jokes about death.

2007-09-02T19:21:47Z

so, i finally watched royal tenenbaums and holy shit. i have never been attracted to luke wilson until now. you know the scene i'm talking about. lordy.

also: i told my boss that i think i deserve a raise, because i am awesome. and voilà. raise. \o/

in other news, school starts in one week. oh, god. *hides*

"together?" "i think so."

2007-08-28T06:30:34Z

so. let's talk about sex!

alright. so, the sex we're talking about here is the sex i've never actually had. and most of the time, i really fucking want it. but when i'm in bed with a guy, getting close to that point, i want him to get the fuck off me.

i've had almost-sex with three guys now, and it's all been very awkward. the first guy just wasn't right for me at all. the second guy was almost perfect but there were...circumstances. and this third guy was pretty much a spur of the moment thing.

so, we were in bed. and i told third guy where the condoms were at, and he said he wanted to wait, that he didn't really expect that i would want to go this fast. so i think i might actually have to date third guy first. which would be...unfortunate. because anyone who knows me will say that i am not the dating type.

and while we were in bed, all i could think was that i really REALLY wanted to read some harry/snape fic. of the non-con chan variety (which i have been craving like mad). and then i started mapping out this lj post in my head, and the situation deteriorated from there.

so, yeah. here's the great near-devirginization of two oh oh seven, part eight hundred and twenty-four. which kind of sucks. but also kind of rocks. because i think i might really be a lesbian. but i'd have to have the awkward lesbian sex thing to know for sure. *hands*

i also might, possibly and most definitely, be a teensy bit drunk right now.

in other news, i now have facebook. so. add me. (michelle l. dubois)

bottle of wine by night kind of guy.

2007-08-18T19:11:53Z

i stumbled onto this alan rickaman site the other day, and have fallen in love with him all over again. seriously, the clip from closet land is one of the most darkly attractive things i have ever seen. *fans self*

i need to see absolutely everything this man has ever done.

for those of you who are interested, here is my class schedule for next semester:

monday
LEC - preliminary greek one - 9:30am-10:20am
LEC - history of the hellenistic world - 2:30pm-3:20pm
LEC - preliminary latin one - 4:30pm-5:20pm
LEC - the language of media - 7:00pm-9:50pm

wednesday
LEC - preliminary greek one - 9:30am-10:20am
LEC - history of the hellenistic world - 2:30pm-3:20pm
LEC - preliminary latin one - 4:30pm-5:20pm
LEC - criminological theory - 7:00pm-9:50pm

friday
LEC - preliminary greek one - 9:30am-10:20am
LEC - history of the hellenistic world - 2:30pm-3:20pm
LEC - preliminary latin one - 4:30pm-5:20pm

so, yeah. my mondays and wednesdays make me want to stab myself in the eye. but then i remember that i have tuesdays and thursdays off, and that i don't have to deal with seminars. so all is well.

also: now that i own philosopher's stone, it's time to download wizard people, dear reader. i am ashamed to say that i still haven't seen it. and, oh, how i want to. *downloads*

they gave me oranges and cigarettes.

2007-08-13T20:24:44Z

two items regarding the continued strikethrough shenanigans, linked pretty much everywhere:

1. an open letter to LJ/6A by femmequixotic, the moderator for pornish_pixies, which seems to be ground zero for the recent fandom deletions.

2. this post by vichan, which presents a distinctly lighter view of the whole situation. which, let's face it, we all need a good laugh right about now.

this whole kerfuffle leaves me pretty speechless. there's nothing i have to say that others haven't said better than i ever could. i doubt i'll be tos'd, but still. fandom is scared, eljay. and scaring away a large part of your business is stoopid. we aren't even allowed to link to "obscene" material on other sites. you're going to drive us away, and then what? journalfen will send you a great big letter of thanks.

boy, am i ever glad that i never bought a paid account.

*festers*

on a happier note, i have three consecutive days off work. what am going to do? drink some corona, smoke some cigarettes, visit the mother and the sister and the dog, drink some more corona, etc.

also: i watched "folsom prison blues", and now i am in dire need of some good sam/dean prison bitch fic. which i can't seem to find anywhere. linkage?

fic: i have my little pleasures (this wall being one of these).

2007-08-12T19:43:22Z

post-deathly hallows. (spoilers)

i have my little pleasures (this wall being one of these).
hp; drabble; gen.
minerva mcgonagall.
long live the dead.

Every year, at the end of May, Minerva McGonagall calls for a moment of silence, to honor those who died defending their school.

For one whole minute, nobody speaks, and Minerva counts off the names in her head until finally, Albus Dumbledore’s name follows Severus Snape’s on her silent tongue, and she stands.

“Long live the dead.”

A chorus of voices, young and old, ring out in a thundering echo, Long live the dead.

The sounds of clinking goblets fill the Great Hall, and Minerva allows herself five seconds to grieve, and then she picks up her fork, and eats.

look at me.

2007-08-11T13:56:36Z

i just finished deathly hallows, and omg.

SEVERUS SNAPE FOR THE WIN.

and a few other thoughts:

- neville. oh, neville. only a true gryffindor could have pulled that sword from the hat. and herbology professor! but fuck molly weasley, bellatrix should have been neville's kill. (side note: how in the fuck did the sword get back inside the hat? or is technically always inside the hat? ready for whenever a true gryffindor needs it?)
- luna. recognizes harry by his expression. and in the ravenclaw tour? cho would have frozen. but luna kicked ass.
- and again, there should have been more minerva. she's one of my favorites. but what we got was pure gold. (her duel in the corridor with severus? fantastic.)
- i actually screamed out loud when george was wounded near the beginning. but that's nothing compared to how much i felt for him at the end. man, he lost an ear AND a twin. (and that thought makes me want to laugh hysterically. which always leads to me sobbing. omg. fred.)
- i never realized how much i loved ron until this book. he was always just there for me. but i will never get the image of ron splinching himself bloody out of my mind.
- remus. god jo, what an anti-climactic death. "by the way, remus is dead. and so is tonks. the end." but when harry uses the resurrection stone? and sees his parents and sirius and remus, all young and peaceful again? without tonks? MADE MY DAY. IT WAS PURE CRACK. STRAIGHT INTO MY VEINS.
- so, she managed to fit in draco and severus's redemption. but totally dropped peter on his ass. (also: harry wins draco's wand. and they ride the same broomstick. and there's that little nod at the end. as a fangirl, i obviously would have liked more. but i totally think jo actually really hates draco, so i was pleased that we even got that much.)
- seriously. severus. i feel vindicated. at first, i thought it was a shitty way to go, but man. voldemort killed him personally. and then, omg. "look at me." severus's life, like remus's, was tragic. he worked against voldemort for nineteen years, only to die by his hand, thinking that no one would know the part he played. but he gave harry his memories. and harry finally gave him his fucking respect. (and i had this image in my head, for YEARS, of how i wanted severus to go. i wanted voldemort to cast a killing curse at harry, and severus to step in front of him at the last second to take it instead. but the way jo did it, it's almost as if he really DID step in front of harry. when voldemort and harry are circling each other inside their little bubble, and harry pulls out the "haha. snape was actually dumbledore's man through and through" card, i nearly died.) and blah blah snape/lily blah blah. severus is one of the bravest men harry has ever known. his son is named albus severus potter. SEVERUS OWNS ME. (and there's that little line near the end, about how voldemort, snape and harry are very similar. which i loved. because it's always about how voldemort and harry have so much in common, and people always just skirt away from the fact that harry and severus and pretty fucking similar, too.)

that's all the coherency i can muster. i'm off to bed.

ETA: spoilers in comments.

nobody likes me, maybe if i cry.

2007-08-06T18:17:44Z

okay. so. i couldn't for the life of me upload the songs from my tegan and sara cd. but i did a little hunting, and found them on youtube. it's not perfect, but it'll do for now.

relief next to me.
i won't go my whole life telling you i don't need.

back in your head.
i'm not unfaithful but i'll stray.

the con.
'im capsized, erring on the edge of safe.

so, yeah. good music. enjoy.

also: i heard about the renewed shenanigans (or should that be "continued" shenanigans?) involving lj and six apart and the suspension of accounts. and i have absolutely nothing to say about it. except that it's the most wretched thing ever. *facepalm*

i want to draw you a floorplan of my head and heart.

2007-08-06T04:42:32Z

okay, so. i've been away from lj for far too long. it's definitely been wearing at me for a while. so, i'm back. officially. with double the wit. (let's see. zero wit times two equals zero. dammit.)

many things:

1. i reread half-blood prince a few days ago, and honestly? the only way i would ever be able to read it again would be at gun point. (that may or may not a shameless lie.)

i feel like it's one big interlude between 'phoenix' and 'hallows'. nothing actually happens. it isn't until the horcruxes that it gets interesting. and that's around chapter twenty-five. seriously.

and it's called the half-blood prince, and yet there is very little snape. i'll say it right now. snape is my favorite. followed very, very closely by remus. but even if i hated snape with the passion of a thousand fiery suns, i would still be completely boggled at the lack of snape in hbp.

also: dumbledore. i don't like him. (*dodges flaming arrows*) and this book is full of dumbledore. which, i don't hate. but i don't love.

that having been said, there are a lot of great lines in hbp. and the horcruxes are really, REALLY interesting. so.

2. i decided to head to my favorite bar tonight (which, fortunately, has become so unpopular that i was the only one there for a while) and crack open my pristine copy of deathly hallows. i had a few beers, took more smoke breaks than was technically necessary, teared up, rolled my eyes, smiled, laughed, and groaned in frustration. and i'm only on chapter four. this should be interesting.

i have this brilliant idea in my head about what will happen to snape in the end, and i know that jo will absolutely NOT go there. but man, i really wish she would.

i also have this amazing idea about harry's fate at the end. if you would like to discuss, comment. if not, carry on.

that is to say, do not spoil me for this book. kthx.

3. the new tegan and sara album? AMAZING. there are a few songs that i wasn't crazy about (which were the songs on which tegan did the vocals, weirdly). actually, my favorite songs were sara songs. apparently, i like her voice much more than i like tegan's. if anyone expresses any interest, i'll try uploading a few songs.

4. i went on vacation last week, back to my hometown area to visit my father and breathe in the québec air. it was amazing. we spent a lot of time sitting around in the shade drinking cold beer, and i got to practice my french a lot. well worth the eighty bucks for a bus ticket back to ontario.

5. omg. how are you guys? i'm not even going to attempt to catch up with my friends list (which i have been neglecting for months. MONTHS. omg.). how is everyone? what's new, etc.? i miss you all terribly.

ootp: the movie.

2007-07-27T05:56:47Z

i finally saw order of the phoenix, and wow. this movie was fucking sexy. it was amazing. fantabulous.

things wot i loved:

- the camera work. when harry and dudley are running across the field and into the alley? holy shit. that was good. that was very, very good. and i loved the tinges of blue throughout the movie.
- i love, love, LOVE that the finding of the room of requirement was given to neville. neville is totally an incredible hero-in-waiting. (his whole "my parents will be avenged" thing when he sees bellatrix made me swell with love for him.) i love that his character was given so much screen time.
- luna. my god. luna! evanna lynch was spectacular. i loved when they were in the department of mysteries, and luna grabs neville by the hand and drags him away. and then neville does the same for luna when she lags a little behind. i definitely have crazy luna/neville love.
- i was very happy that the house elves were once again left out of the story. except for kreacher, of course.
- absolutely every little ron/hermione moment. ron being all protective when grawp grabs hermione, the little looks they share in the common room, the duel during the d.a. meeting! ha!
- i loved that harry's long hair kicked the bucket. daniel radcliffe is hot, okay? there, i said it. all the dream scenes, where harry's thrashing in his bed and we see all these close-ups of his neck? HOT. (also: i fucking hate cho. and harry and cho kissing always leaves me gagging, but. that having been said? that kiss scene? i loved it. i want more harry kissing people, kthx.)
- i freakishly loved all the flashes we get. in harry's dreams, while studying occlumency, while fighting off voldemort. i can't even describe my love for that particular directorial style. or whatever you want to call it.
- remus! remus and sirius sitting all close together at the order meeting. remus standing one step behind sirius when sirius and harry hug. remus holding harry back after sirius falls into the veil. (that was the one thing that i most desperately wanted to see in this movie: remus holding harry back from the veil. most. heartbreaking. thing. ever.)
- snape. there wasn't enough of him, in my opinion. but what we got was fabulous. there's still ambiguity about him. harry tries to tell snape that sirius is in trouble, hoping snape will help, but he doesn't. harry tried, though. he wants to believe that snape is on his side.
- i also love that snape was in the room with mcgonagall and the weasleys after the attack on arthur, and the transition from that scene to dumbledore asking severus to teach harry occlumency. well played.
- mcgonagall comforting sybill trelawney was always one of my favorite scenes in the book, and it was spectacular on screen. there definitely should have been more mcgonagall in the movie.
- bellatrix. helena bonham carter always rocks. and this was no exception. i especially loved her little moment of "omg. did that really just happen? did i really just do that?" after she kills sirius. and then she comes back to herself and laughs and runs off singing, "i killed sirius black." broke my heart a little.
- i love that voldemort was more subdued in this movie. a lot less flashy. seeing him on the platform in a suit? yes, please.
- tonks. as much as i fucking hate remus/tonks, i've got to admit. tonks rocks. and i love that her hair wasn't as fluorescent as jo makes it out to be in the book. that just wouldn't have worked with the darkness of the movie. and her clothing rocked.
- i am supremely glad that there were only a few molly scenes. i have come to dislike her a little. (although it would have been nice to have the boggart scene, with her crying hysterically and remus comforting her.)
- fred and george. going out with a bang. and how they immediately step in to flank harry on either side when umbridge walks up.
- ginny. again, as much i don't really like harry/ginny, ginny has always been one of my favorite characters. she has an incredible strength. her spellwork is amazing, she always stands with her head up high. she kicked some death eater ass.
- sirius giving harry the picture of the original order members instead of moody. and harry being kind of grateful about it. in my mind, that just makes more sense.
- the whole department of mysteries scene. basically, from when they enter until the end of the movie. fantastic special effects, lots of action, sirius's heartbreaking death, voldemort appearing, the duel. and harry having to fight voldemort out of his mind and body. "i feel sorry for you." natch. the glass and the sand was chilling. and yet it all felt very warm. amazing ending.

things wot i didn't like:

- hagrid. and grawp. blah blah blah.
- when the dursleys are all in the living room after the dementor attack. it just seemed off. maybe it was the lack of music in the background, or the awkward pause before vernon started yelling. it was just very anticlimactic.
- why, oh why, was remus not with the party that rescued harry from privet drive? (of course, in my mind, he was busy sitting with sirius at grimmauld place, doing absolutely nothing but basking in the domesticity of having sirius back again. although, i'm also sure that remus knew it was all borrowed time.)

so, i guess it was obvious that i thoroughly enjoyed the movie. i found very little to complain about. i must watch it again and again.

he was rapidly becoming obsessed with draco malfoy.

2007-07-21T18:20:32Z

omg. so. i said i wasn't going to spoil myself for "deathly hallows". and i wasn't. i really, really wasn't.

but then...

i read my friendlist. and totally cried like a little girl over cathybites's reaction post. i just.

I HAD TO KNOW OKAY?

and now i do. and i can rest easy.

also: i need a copy of this book like a need air. YES, THAT MUCH.

we're still having fun, and you're still the one.

2007-06-22T21:12:18Z

sga - 320 - first strike.

at first, this episode seemed really, really crappy. it may just have been because months have gone by since i watched 319, but still. blah blah, elizabeth is angsting. blah blah, some guy steps in to call all the shots. blah blah, more replicat0rz threats.

and then bam! it goes back to being crazy amazing.

- fantastic four! teyla: "i am not invosible." haha.
- john (to rodney and radek): "why don't you just make out already."

and of course, something zelenka says gets john and rodney all hot and bothered with an idea. and it's like they're talking in codes, and zelenka has no idea what's going on.

rodney: you sure you can do this?
john: fly the city?
rodney (annoyed): what else could i possibly be talking about?

and rodney wishes john good luck. and john says, "you, too". and you just know it's their way of saying, "we might die and never see each other again, so don't screw this up, and you know, i loved you the most."

five by five! that made me v.v. happy.

holy shit. they're actually flying the city. look at it go. holy. and omg! elizabeth better not be dead. i'm telling you. i just started to like her this season. and by like, i mean wretchedly love her to pieces.

this was a good finale. obviously, i would have liked more team moments, and more john/rodney goodness. but still. yay.

also: does anyone else have an intense desire to vid sam/dean to "still the one"? come on. that would be amazing.

dylan (pink mist) young.

2007-06-16T08:08:42Z

omg. i was going to make a whiny post about how i can't go anywhere on the internets, for fear of spoiling myself for which actor is leaving grey's.

but at the same time, i've been obsessively looking at cast pictures for private practice. and semi-spoiling myself for the grey's end of season two-parter and being all "spin-off! yay!" and seriously. taye diggs? shyeah.

and...i totally didn't even put two and two together until JUST NOW.

*facepalm*

note: if this isn't the huge "grey's actor leaves show" spoiler that i've been worrying about, then don't fill me in. DO NOT. please allow me to continue living in blissful ingorance, kthnx.

and private practice? shittiest title ever. i'm just saying.

in other news, my subject line is even kind of offending me. it's just a little too soon, you know? too soon. *sobs*

"where are you going?" "london."

2007-06-06T01:49:39Z

omg. the csi ny season three finale was one of the best hours of televesion ever.

i can't even bring myself to hate danny/lindsay anymore, because she makes danny look so happy. and peyton. omg. i cried at the end when she ran up and into mac's arms.

gary sinise all wet and loading a gun? HOTT. damn.

this season was so good. man.

abortionry.

2007-06-01T04:13:22Z

strikethrough 2007? yeah.

*facepalm*

that's really all i have to say about that.

ETA: fandom_counts, bitches. go. join. be merry.

old gypsy woman spoke to me.

2007-05-28T20:16:32Z

man. it's been a long time since i updated. and i don't even have an excuse.

i got a new tattoo. pictures will hopefully be coming soon. it's on my left foot. i am absolutely in love with it.

my first ever best friend tracked me down this week and we've been exchanging emails like there's no tomorrow. we have so much to talk about. she was my very first friend ever. i love her to death and i've missed her so much.

i have a new show! ncis is crazy amazing and funny and heartbreaking. the characters are so well-rounded and unique. at times, the wrap-up on the cases leaves something to be desired, but that's another thing i love about it. some things cannot be explained, not all cases can be wrapped up nicely. and i also love that they don't rely on forensics as much as other agencies. ncis isn't that big of an agency. there's one person who does most of the forensics. they rely more on pounding the pavement. and looking at the backgrounds of the characters, nothing screams ncis. gibbs was a marine, tony was a cop, kate was a secret service agent, mcgee has a degree in computer science from m.i.t. and a degree in biochem (i think) from some other college.

god. i just love that show.

i am behind on spn still. i have the five last episodes to binge watch, which will happen soon. so do not spoil me! i do not want to be spoiled. which is odd, for me. ncis has taken over my brain lately.

music!

patrick wolf - the magic position.
it's gonna be a beautiful day.

sea wolf - you're a wolf.
old gypsy woman spoke to me, said, "you're a wolf, boy, get out of this town."

emiliana torrini - fisherman's woman (live).
with the brightest red lipstick on my lips.

i am the world trade center - future sightings.
you can kiss me, because we're older.

peter bjorn and john - young folks.
all we care about is talking, talking only me and you.

please comment if you dowanload. just for my own curiosity.

and what is up with you guys? tell me something interesting that happened to you today or last week or something. i've missed you guys a lot.

i cut my fingers on the way.

2007-05-01T01:18:42Z

i had the craziest "bones" dream the other night. it was early season one zack/brennan. they were on a couch, making out, and she was clearly taking advantage of him. he was drugged or something, and temperance had no shirt on. she was wearing an amazing black bra. and booth walked in and was like, "dude, we have a case." but they couldn't solve it. it was WEIRD.

but now! omg. i cannot get zack/brennan out of my head. brittany! what do you think? the more i think about it, the more that pairing is unbelievably HOT in my mind. seriously.

does anyone else watch this show? because y'all should be, i'm just sayin'.

also: my thing came over yesterday. we discovered that bar-hopping on a sunday night is even more boring than you would expect, and i introduced him to the wonders of "firefly". jayne is, not surprisingly, his favorite character. whatever. i'm a simon and river girl, myself. love that crazy space incest. (and mal. any variation in the mal/river/simon trio makes me very, very happy.)

i've been having a "house" revival lately. i'm rewatching season one, and i can definitely remember why house/chase was my first love. (and then i sit there gushing about all the house/wilson that i MISSED because i was too hung up on house/chase. seriously, how did i miss that? the GAY. so good.) and i can definitely remember why i hated cameron so much. this season, i've come to wretchedly love cameron. like, a lot. and i think it's because the writers now realize how wretched she is, and up-play it ALL THE TIME. and it is amazing. well played, writers. well played, indeed.

so, yeah. this is my life now that school is over. i work and watch tv. it's a great life, i'll tell ya that. but abdicate_it moved out and went back to m-town, and that sucks. the alone time is nice, but i miss valerie like woah. *pouts*

AND! if you haven't read it yet: Life As We Know It by sevenfists. it's sam/dean, rated R. it's the kind of domesticity that is very much in character. very believable. and it packs quite an emotional whallop. check it out.

ETA: also, my grades came in from my last semester.

intro to linguistics = 74.
science and society since 1500 = 77.
intro to theatre studies = 79.
the classical tradition = 82.

take THAT second semester. woo!

there's a light in you still.

2007-04-23T19:08:17Z

i sent off my last essay at four in the morning. i am officially done my first year of university. thank the good lord.

this summer, i will be staying in guelph, because i love this city to a ridiculous amount. i can't even fathom leaving. i will be working at quiznos. which should be a mixture of abortion and boredom.

all i want to do now is watch mass amounts of television. and drink gin and tonic. this summer should be awesome.

also: jared as kinkade. that's really all i have to say about that. seriously. my roommate can attest to the fact that i spent half an hour laughing hysterically and clawing at the walls. i can't even put my ~~horror~~ wretched love into words.

tell me a story from your day. anything. i need to kill some time before i go to work.